Vanished Words

If you are a writer, maybe you will relate this with me.

I mourn the death of so many words which I am not able to ink it, as,

They have been gulped by my subconscious,

I do go back and knock in those silent realms,

Which is like that endless ocean,

Where the water is still on the top,

And ruthless at the bottom,

But I still return empty handed.